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my salary was about 1400€ so more or less a year or work.

met this person who I felt particularly bad about her, although all her situation is due to her own choices , and managed to piss off, cause in reality she's also pretty mean/mentally unstable (not that I am any better in that regard... done a big fucking mess, and she's rightly pissed about it, likely just have some sympathy, cuz I see in her some of my issues, not sure idk)

I've got some savings, but really outside of some money i have nothing, not mentioning how I have some delusions to blow myself up in some way or another, cuz I cannot stand to this fucking life anymore, i want to be gone with a show

licenziato 9 giorni fa. ricevuto lo stipendio del mese scorso

ma non ho ancora ricevuto il tfr & la paga del mancato preavviso di 20 giorni

I am havin a really hard time to source live insects in eu (or even china, idk if shipping from there it would be available lol)