u/Extra_Equivalent_314

Hey hey, as a fellow Miku fan, especially figure collecting, do I love a good tan Miku. The fact that Brazilian miku became a thing is just so fucking ironic to me and i love it. So of course I had to give it a try. For now I only have the make-up shots but I did plan to do a proper photo shoot in this get-up. For now, enjoy~ 💙✨🌺

P.s, last pic was without make up sooooooo felt more comfy blurring it out but atleast you get a feeling for the fit ✌️.

I’m just a small time cosplayer who bought this beautiful dress off the internet. However, I think I do look good in it and wanted to share it with you guys ✨ my expression was whack tho and I am shy when it comes to the internet so enjoy this ✨✨✨💞
Praise the Bitch queen 🌊

Soms fiets ik over de Nelson Mandela brug en merk ik op hoe mooi zon is. Echter deed de maan gisteravond ook wel echt zijn best! Ik ben geen fotograaf maar dit soort momenten zijn het waard om even stil te staan en te bekijken waar we eigenlijk staan. ✨

One of the best Miku figures I collected!!
The design is great, quite big for the prize figure, great face expression and just so aesthetically pleasing. I didn’t even notice that the fishnet was made of real fabric when I bought it so it was such a pleasant surprise. The only reason I could say it isn’t a scale figure is honestly only the small details. Like some small details on the clothing could have been painted better and her face is actually quite shiny. (Almost AliExpress shiny iykwim). The plastic of her bangs are also quite softer than that I used to and the pig tails were quite hard and tricky to get in her head (ofc I didn’t want anything to break, luckily it really helped angling the insert part a bit higher) . But overall, great purchase. If they still sell it, I’ll definitely would get one if you can!! ✨🖤✨

I feel like a dog. A dog you have been ignored since she was starving for your attention and yet bound by a leash called “girlfriend”. You offered this leash, you asked me to be your girlfriend and I accepted. I was happy when you put that fictional leash on me, meaning I had someone who I belonged to and would be kept and treated well and I turn I would treat you well. I was the one who planned our dates, I was the one who cooked our food, I was the one who gave you hugs, gave you head scratches and hold your hand in public. I am always the one who initiated our few kisses because you made me unsure if you still wanted them.

This dog is drowning in her own love since I cannot give it to you. I want to give you everything I have to offer and yet you make me uncomfortable to do so. I want to be wanted like I want you. The unspoken promise I was given when you asked me to be your girlfriend and I put on that leash. 

And yet, I waited so many times with pain in my heart on the phone for even a simple text. I had to deal with all my love because I cannot allow myself to pour it out on you. I don’t want to appear as the obsessive girlfriend, the one who already tried to kill herself in her last failed relationship. My friends tell me I have the patience of a saint and yet I feel like a dog. Craving for your attention and love while waiting at the door for you to give it to me. I keep staring at the door and it hurts me that it feels like I know the door better than you. 

This ignorance is a true test for someone like me. I want to give you everything I have to offer and yet you gave me nothing. Is this my punishment for my own obsessive love? To swallow it back and see my love drown by your inattentiveness? 

Art by doeun_o_o_

Basically as the title says. I want some distraction from my own drama with bigger drama specifically within romance. I am not looking for circumstantial tragedy, I am looking for human mistakes within a relationship. People trying to scrap the pieces of their broken relationship together while trying to ignore all the cuts it creates. Trauma responses dimming any chance of actually being able to recover when it comes to relationships.

Something that makes me hold my heart and hold back my tears while I know the probably won’t end up together but just that little part of naivety that gives me hope.

If possible, I would like something Josei or maybe Seinen since this would go well with the adult drama to say so. Also rather no stories that uses ecchi as a comedy or turn-on tool. I want to cry, to feel devastated while reading it but unable to let go and hug it once I am finished.

Some niche things I enjoyed were:
A corned mouse dreams of cheese and beautiful things (both yaoi but very relationship drama heavy)