Nag chat ka acting all friendly and whatnot, pero kasi nakakainis na maka asta ka parang wala kang ginawang mali. Sorry ka ng sorry yet you broke all your promises to me, to US. Ambigat sa loob, i love you at the same time i hate you.
Nakakainis ka, idk how you got me to love you this way. Fricking unfair!
Please don't ever Reach out to me again.
I love you, i do. It's just i had to learn how to hate you to go through my day. I never wanted to, all i wanted to do is love you. But after what you did, it's hard. Talking to you again, takes alot out of me.
You said sorry. That was enough for me. I will take your apologies, but the pain you've caused me will never fade.
You reached out today acting all friendly and thing,but it doesn't work that way, i cant just forget about what you did. Bakit kasi kung kailan ok nako tsaka ka din mag paparamdam? I said last time that it will be the last letter, yet here i am writing another.
You make me crazy, and i hate you for that. You keep saying sorry because nahihiya ka as you said. Nahihiya ka sa lagay na yon? Nahihiya ka pa after ng ginawa mo sakin?
I want to act like i never known you but i want to talk to you too, properly but I can't. I don't know what to do. I've unfriended you, on fb. Im lost. Just lost.
I hate you and i love you.
You came into my life, i didn't asked for you—and suddenly you we're just there talking to me, making me eat, getting seemingly worried that i haven't eaten.We met up, then one day last November you confessed to me, i gaved you the chance. Now last march 13 we ended it. I have my regets plenty actually.
February 28 our last hug, i didn't see it coming, that it would be our last. Four months is all we lasted. It was short, well everything good is always short.
Today i stumbled upon our picture, i thought i had deleted everything. I was wrong. Now im here writing this because as much as I don't want to admit it, i miss you so much.
I remember things all too well, like how you begged me not to leave you. Then to the day you begged me to just leave you. Still i didn't left, you did.
Funny how you're scared of me leaving, now you left me all alone.
I didn't ask for you, you just came. You spoiled me like hell, then you just said one day that you weren't ready,if you can just step back. To be just friends. You were there then suddenly you weren't.
You said you're always here when i need you. Where are you now?
This will be my last letter. I love you, i hope you know that.
This month of May, may i let go of this feelings, like how you let me go.
And for my final act of love, i will leave you alone now. Thank you for showing me what it was like to be treated right... Somehow.