u/EyeBeneficial6277

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I am not really a people person and its starting to show, i go out from time to time but i dont have anyone in mind who i could text, mostly i just feel like i am bothering people so i am trying to get back into the mindset that reguraly texting with people you dont see often is actually normal, i am a bit odd for sure so you have been warned, i wont turn anyone away within reason of course, i wish you all a wonderfull day

Not joking, i seem to have forgot, its been so long since i had a meaningfull conversation, it feels like i could do it before without conciously knowing how, now i literally dont know how to talk to people or where to start learning

Hello there, i am here looking for a friendship, but thats not really it, i will be honest i am a bit weary of people, i am looking for someone to witness my life, i have no one to talk about some of my interests and no one to turn to when i feel down, the latter is my fault entirelly wich makes it sting that bit more, i was in a bit of an existential crisis and slowly pushed everyone away before i noticed it, so i am not really looking for a friendship, i am not sure i can keep that up, but i heard a pretty nice quote some time ago "if something is worth doing its worth doing it poorly", that made me try, so if you are a fellow suferer i would love to hear from you, we can be both be a witness for each others progress, and if you are not i would love to hear from you regardless, thank you for reading this far, i know how unapealing a wall of text can be, i wish you a wonderfull day