u/F_G_77

what did you actually say that you followed through with? Everything was a lie, and you’re somehow cool living like that. Insane.

Ever since i was a kid, from sub 5 years old i just wanted a best friend, someone i could alway count on, connect with bond with. ect ect

today i saw something i wish i hadn’t, a person that i thought i was gonna grow old with. just presenting as if its all okay, while i struggle with what she did to me.

i dont have anyone.

i go in trips and friends i make un add me because i dont reply fast enough

i meet people for activities and they then ghost me after a while

the person who promised me for ever is just trying to leave me in the past as if i dont have to carry the pain of losing the life we could have built.

im so tired of crying

i numb myself with substances just for temporary relief but i know damm well it doesnt work.

why doesnt anyone care about losing me.

i have so much love to give

i just want to be loved and understood, i want to have someone who thinks of me

nothings going to change im 32 and nothings going to change no matter what i do, i’ve tried, i’ve tried for so damm long