u/F_random_nothing

Apologies for the likely confusing and wandering text...

I just finished 30 rTMS sessions this week and had my follow up with the dr. She asked me if I saw any improvement and I didn't know how to answer. Granted I have alexithymia and struggle to identify emotions, but I didn't notice any changes, really. She said it would be apparent if it worked or not.

So did it not work? What does improvement mean? Was it all for nothing? Side note, I dealt with a lot of pain and it was the most stressful part of my day, every day.