Is having lust holding me back?
I’ve posted something similar in the past but mods removed it. I’ve been doing this practice for a couple years but for most of it i was still peeking at corn, I eventually cut that out entirely. Longest streak was 6 months no release and no corn. However i cant say i really noticed any profound benefits. I live a very healthy lifestyle, i lift, run, play sports, eat nutritiously 95% of the time, but I don’t notice anything from this practice. I keep hoping I’m gonna have some sort of shift or maybe there’s something that’s holding me back, maybe I’m not properly transmuting the power? Idk. While i don’t watch corn i do notice myself still lusting when i see a beautiful woman, could that be the reason? I’m just looking to make a shift here so any tips are appreciated!