I was just about to relapse and then I realized I couldn't even do it, my blade lost all of its sharpness and now it won't cut anything, now I'm here laying down without the ability to do it, I can't even do bad things right
it's not even in a lustful way, I don't feel any sexual desire towards legs, but damm I love them, some are just so cute in a way I can't explain, I wanna squish some and I really love leaning and resting in a good ones and even though there is not lust involved in my appreciation for legs I feel weird as hell, almost like a degenerate
IDK, when I get high I just crave for the love and affection of a homie, but he doesn't do drugs and never goes with me so I just send him audios telling that I love him and stuff, is ts normal?