u/Familiar-Builder-230

Looking for a spot where judgemental uncle and aunties don’t gawk at you.

I’m 26, F. Met him during MBA. I fell for him, he lead me on for a year until I got to know he was seeing one of my classmates. It took me a long time to get over him since he was always around. After almost 1.5 years of getting out of MBA, we started hanging out again. He told me it wasn’t going well between the two and that he was gonna end it/already had. I thought maybe this time around things could be different for us. I didn’t want to be a homewrecker. We spent a lot of time together, but always in the shadows, nobody else knowing. Hours over calls. I didn’t mind.
This went on for about a year until I saw it for what it was. I stopped taking his calls and replying to his messages. He then showed up at my door unannounced. While talking to me he leaned in and tried going beyond that. I stopped him. He then handed me his wedding card and left (it was the same girl).
This is beyond twisted and so so fu***d up!!! And the fact that all this while he was cheating on her with me. My conscience is so broken. They are getting married today.