u/Far-Expression2788

I've been stuck on day one for the past 3 years, porn has severely ruined my own confidence and self worth. I find it hard to maintain a simple conversation with someone without thinking about fapping, I've lost all hope on my self recovery. It's honestly gotten to the point where I'm thinking that I'll never get out of day 1 and never be able to secure a healthy relationship. Porn is the worst

Just felt like I needed to vent

I've been addicted to porn now for about 4 years. I've tried to quit and the highest I've ever gotten to was at maximum 3 days. Porn is killing me and I don't think I can do it, it's gotten so bad I'm starting to consider suicide as my only way out of this loop of lust and disappointment.