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I've been an average student most of my life. I'd never study much until the night before the exam but then I stopped doing that as well. Naturally my results took a dip and I failed multiple times in 10th grade. Now I am in 11th grade and managing to pass my exams by the teeth of my skin with no significant improvement. I barely study but I still believe that if I can put put the phone down and study for about 2-3 hours daily, I can turn the tables around significantly.
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When it comes to learning, I'd say I am average at grasping the content, not too dimmed or sharp. I have my admissions next year and the one I want to get into has an acceptance rate below 1%. I realize that with my current state I don't stand a chance. But I feel like I can have some decent potential if I can make an academic comeback right now.
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So any advise from people who managed to make a comeback would be appreciated!
I'm a very irresponsible person in general. I currently have my finals ongoing and the exams start at 12:30. I woke up at 12:40 today after our driver called cause it was an accidental nap and I had no alarm set. When I reached the exam hall, I had like 5 minutes left on the clock and the entire time, I barely panicked. Sure, I hurried as much as I could and was calm and collected the entire time but I don't think this points to me being good at managing pressure. I simply cannot get myself to panick even if I try. This is why I think I don't learn from my mistakes either because I never truly process why this is a bad thing and how much is at stake.
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I know in theory that tardiness is wrong and that I should be more mindful of how I spend my time. But I feel weirdly indifferent in most circumstances when it comes to time management. This is also why I can never get anything done last minute either cause I don't pick up my pace. I don't feel any urgency.
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So if anyone has any insights into how to develop more seriousness ( or shame, duitai nai apparently ) in life, it would be reallyy helpful.
I used to have strong imaan before but then I started developing doubts and now I no longer know where I stand. There's a few specific things on my mind that I want to understand and would prefer a one on one conversation with someone who has a good understanding of Islam and realizes the nuances of faith from an unbiased and understanding standpoint.
I don't want to become an atheist, so I feel desperate at this point to cling onto my past faith. I'd really appreciate if someone like that would be down to help me gain clarity.