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So im a long time emetophobe and i also have an IUD. for a special occasion, i finally decided to skip the protection, but now im so scared that the 1% of people who get pregnant with an IUD is gonna be me and its gonna give me morning sickness and make me throw up… Im really scared and I feel like i shouldn’t have done this and i want to take a pregnancy test like right this second but its only been a week.. i was so stupid, i can’t deal with this, it’s gonna be forever until i can put my worries to ease and even then i might be completely screwed.

i am a trans boy but i have feminine interests. i am autistic and really like things like cute plushies and colorful figurines. i have grown a large collection of things that i consider to be related to my special interests or things special to me.

i am going on T soon, and i am worried that my interests may change after i start it. i’ve heard people say that their sexualities change, that they’re more interested in more ‘male’ things after T, so that’s why this came up. does anyone know about this or have an experience relating to this?

if i don’t transition with t im going to hate my horrible girl body forever but going on t is going to make me hate myself in a different way… nobody except for confident trans guys actually think t-dicks look good. i’ll be ugly and look like a fake boy and be targeted by transphobia and be unfuckable… and to everyone who says “why wouldn’t you want a dick as a trans guy” cause it’s not a fucking dick it’s not a penis it’s just making parts of myself that i’m most insecure about bigger and uglier. there’s nothing fucking good about that. i’m never going to have a real penis i’m never going to be a real boy. no matter what i do i hate myself

edit: i’m doing okay now, the replies really helped. thank you. i’m sorry for the aggressive and generalized language i used. i have really tough mental health episodes where everything seems black and white. i hope everyone has an amazing day

Spoilers for main series/rebellion

I looked up and saw some guides on where to go from here, but it looks like it’s all either non canonical (alternate universe like magia records) or just context for what happened in between rebellion and the main show. So, now the whole world is Homura’s labyrinth.. and then what? What do i read or watch or play to find out what happens in that universe specifically?