Well first of all, I'm doing research on religions, to learn more about them. I want to analyze them and make proposals for possible new readings as a personal intellectual exercise.

I am an atheist but I really like religion and muslims, Christians and Jews have always been very kind to me.

I would like to know where I can read in Spanish the sacred texts of these three religions.

Thank you all so much, any information about traditions or culture will be great to learn!!

Me (Male, 18 yo) and...lets call him B (male, 28 yo) met on a discord community. I'm bi and he's gay.

He's from the same place I'm from so it doesnt take too long to realize that he was going to be my university teacher soon (he was preparing for that or something). He wants (allegadly) to be "friends" at first. But he was making weird jokes that implies sexual harassment in university. yk, I just tought 'Hm, a lil weird, but he's not for real'.

Well, months later we met irl, I dont know why but I did it. And somehow we ended up having sex (my first time btw). And I enjoy it, of course it wasnt the greatest thing, but at least it was funny and consensual. A few days later he texted me again to meet.

At first I kinda wanted, but during the date he start to say some "opinions" that are against human rights, made weird jokes about zoophilia, he told me he was "extremely violent" when he gets mad.

The thing is that we kiss, but I didnt feel excited at all. He ask me if I wanted to go to his house and fuck there. I was not sure but he start pressuring(?) me. I ended up saying "Yes". Under pressure and under someone elses expectation Im incapable of doing a decision based on what I want.

The thing is that, he strangle me during penetration (I seriously thought I was gonna die, it was horrible) Also he made me give him oral sex. I was petrified. I don't know why, and I couldnt say "no" because he was kissing me the whole time. He leave marks across my body perhaps I dont like that. He told me he was going to "destroy me" and that I was a "slut" slaping me. With a violent tone of voice.

I feel so forced to do it. I cut my relationship with him (he blame me for not being 'fair enough' and tell me that he was a victim).

I talk to someone else on that discord community (ofc I eliminate my account after this experience). They told me they were forced to do anal sex when they was not ready and this man then said 'he was the victim'.

I'm worried because he's prob gonna be my teacher in future (or maybe he harass other students taking advantage of his power).

I feel that Im overreacting. I cant sleep, neither stop thinking about that moment, blame myself or reject sex with guys. I can't take it anymore, is driving me crazy. Was it SA?

(I apologize for the poor writing skills and grammar mistakes; I'm still learning the language).