I failed again(Read ts before its too late)
I was never a bad student, i am not a bad student. I was and am a serious jee aspirant. And that's how id like to keep things in my mind. 23rd Jan 2025, 99.06%ile... ab to Pakka iit jaunga. But naah... boards, being distracted. 18 may 2025. 118 marks. Air 105xx. Not good enough for an iit. I saw myself on the ground crying, my parents feeling bad for me(best people i know, the only support system ive had in these 3 yrs).Joined a college from JAC. Partial drop kar leta hun achha hoga... iit Jaana hai. Nahi ho paai padhai, but form fill lrdiya, bina prep ke paper diya and...21st Jan 2026 99.34... Is it still alive.. the iit dream?? Hojaega kya... Is baar bhi nahi hua. Shayad cutoff bhi na nikle. But you know what's different , this time it didn't feel like i lost , it felt like disappointment, looking at myself, I felt awful yesterday. But yeah life must go on. Shayad nahi tha meri kismat mein iit jana. Shyd kuchh aur achha likha hoga bhagwan ne. I'll keep working hard because that's what jee has taught me... but at the end, was losing those friends due to jee worth it.. were those long nights.. anxiety.. tears worth it... Yes they were, they made me the person I am right now and I have zero regrets. I didn't ruin everything after all, I have a 9.x grade in clg rn(x>5)
Congrats jinka iit hogya, and much more to jinka nahi hua. Rone ka man hai to ro lo. Baat krne ka man hai to DM krlo. But dont keep it within you. College mein bhi saanp milenge and you have to survive that too..
I'll be back with something for 27 aspirants(like some important concepts, question of the day typeshi.. and content dump
But till then
Signing Off...