Toxic friends.
So I have actually 4 good friends including me that's what I thought until recently I saw there new version every person of our group is friends with another group, they'll easily go to the other group even if it means to not care about the current ones.
I think I shouldn't say it a group were just four people but one of them says weird things about me to the girls to idk why, to impress them or what. And one only comes to me when he needs me, he won't keep me above the other people and will go with keep others over me maybe his extended friend group they have other friends to group study other to hangout other to go gym, other to go play sports but can't see me, when i said i want to go gym i want to play sports.
One is my roommate, he's good but sometimes he also do the same thing but it's tolerable, I'm not talented not popular not a academically bright to fit in with my friends, I get the hint of it when our cultural fest was going on but it's getting evident that they don't actually like me, and just keep me as a side friend, I tell them everything where I'm going if they want to come but they don't even think about me. Huh! I can't even take stand for myself.
I think I should draw my boundries and clear them from now on. And try changing to myself with new year as this academic session is almost over.
I wish I could have seen things earlier even though I was aware now I think I really don't have any friends in college left, as i sticked to these 4 from starting.