Hoping to find my wife. I'm 33 cat mum, teaching assistants, crochet and sapphic fiction addict. Introverted indoor cat love true crime, puzzles, quiet walks in nature. Spiritual not at all religious.
I am six months out of a five year relationship with a diagnosed narcissist and in so much pain. I can't even imagine being happy again. I have tried focusing on work, hobbies, making friends, isolating myself, dating, not dating. I feel absolutely ruined by this experience. I feel so unattractive and low about myself. I am oversensitive and bleeding on people that cut me. I took a few trips hoping it would help me and I really made no difference. I am so scared I will always be this miserable.