u/Feisty_Jellyfish_835

for me its like, I enjoy being there for you when it makes sense to be there. But when I'm not there it's okay if i'm not the star of the show. But when I am there I better be the star otherwise i dont want it. In my head, i'd say f* romance. but i've been dating heterosexually so i dont know if i can. but i find that i'm deeply dissatisfied with long term romantic relationships not due to the other person but some compulsive thoughts and discomforts in the roles make me lean towards that stance.

I have tried to be something. I have failed. I have constantly tried and have constantly betrayed myself. i feel bad about it. I want to change but change feels so far. - End