Need help.
Theres this girl named Amy she is absolutely gorgeous. In her mid to late 30s my best friends best friend. And idk what to do she is so independent and eveytime we talk she just makes me melt . Here comes the part where everyone hates me . I have a girlfriend and we have been together 4 years and she's amazing and I love her never cheated and she brought me to sobriety and is everything I've ever needed. But for the life of me I can't get amy out of my head to the point I wake up feeling like im in a fever dream off on to many Tylenols if you catch my drift. I would never do anything to jeopardize what I have going with my significant other but I don't know what to do. It seems I've fallen down a rabbit hole and idk how to get her out of my head. I find myself feening for the times I see her and the conversations we have and I don't know what to do.