u/Few_Percentage_1111

Did they spend time with you just to turn you against me? Did you let them? Was that what happened? I mean, where *did* things go wrong? I was always so ready to accept you and continue. I don't remember being the one who gave up or wanted nothing to do with you. There was extremely little of me that ever considered rejecting anything about you.

But those people. They ostracized me. I feel as though, when things get intense, people leave. To me, it is like the way Peter turned on Christ during those final moments. Of course, anyone could do that. It's just human nature.

You seem so apologetic, but I don't even remember being angry at you in a real way. I wanted you and nearly anything that implied. I remember feeling so betrayed and lied to during that time. I feel it was real. That said, I always believed we could get away from the pressure to discontinue what we had.