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I feel so bad for Tessa

My girl deserves better. If I was in murder drones and I was Tessa’s sister, we would tell each other our problems. And we would sew N,V, J, and Cyn dresses. I would also much Rather Cyn steal my skin than hers. I hate that Tessa had to live in a terrible house hold. I actually hate her parents..:( What they do to Tessa is wrong. Every time I see Tessa I kinds cry cause she had a terrible life. Ik that sounds stupid, but I seriously have deep feelings to characters, definitely Tessa. I just want to hug her. If they make a Tessa video in glitch where they sell Tessa plushie and Astronaut one, they better make Tessa happy. Ik that sounds stupid but if its a sad video im not gonna watch it. If its happy then I will. Yes ik she is a character but its just sad. I just hope she feel better now.:( In all of the characters I love in shows or video games, it will definitely be Tessa. Yes Im indeed a Tessa glazer. Lwk cried writing this. But thanks for listening <3

u/FickleSheepherder568 — 11 days ago
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Just a normal day…:(

Just a normal day getting shackled..:( poor Tessa… wait… J! What did we talk about!? Stop trying to impress your Jcjenson pen by working out!>:( its not gonna work! Anyways! Poor Baby……:( 1 like to free Tessa:(

u/FickleSheepherder568 — 11 days ago
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( don’t read if triggers)

I don’t want to be alive anymore. I feel useless everyday. The thoughts have been super strong lately. The pain inside my body wont go away and the worrying. Im going into high school and im scared how its gonna be. Middle school was hell and it left so much trauma back there. Anyways, I can’t wait to live alone cause u know… living is a challenge for me. I also havent been eating that much. I feel so light and skinny. U guys prob saw my cosplay photos, and I feel more skinny than that. Im too embarrassed to show myself. I dont want to be alive. I dont want to feel the pain. I feel terrible at everything. I hate it i hate it. I feel like im rude to my friends but im sorry. Im going through a lot. Crying while writing this. Ik my sewing is bringing me nowhere. Ik how much positive words and likes I have about it, and i thought it was working but it really isn’t… Im really not starting to feel safe at home… at this point I need to go to the hospital, but ik I can’t cause it’s expensive. Which is ok. I just want to be good at something, not feel useless. I want to be known. But thats just an imagination.. i don’t want to feel this way.. i just want the pain to go away. I actually wont be surprised if I dont make it to graduation cause im just SO stupid. I am surprised how I passed middle school. But I also won’t be surprised if I will even be alive in graduation… ik no one will miss me! Im just a stupid useless no good idiot. Who is terrible at everything. Haahahah. Thanks for reading this!:D

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u/FickleSheepherder568 — 12 days ago
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Just a normal day in roblox :)…

This happened a year ago- LOL, and I founded it in my gallery so I wanted to share ya’ll this silly experience that happened to me-

u/FickleSheepherder568 — 13 days ago
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Cyn has mango&gt;:3

Yum yum mango! What will Cyn do to it? She destroyed Maid V for it! If u see Maid V in the background! It will be a shame if someone stole it from Cyn!

u/FickleSheepherder568 — 14 days ago
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My crappy ahh Cynessa and Tessa cosplay from last year

Gonna cosplay Tessa again for this October! Imma make a new Tessa wig! And see if I improved! I prob did!:D Cause this con Micheal Kovach will be there! Ya’ll like the cosplay?

u/FickleSheepherder568 — 14 days ago
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Should I remake one of my plushies I made?

I made Maid V, Maid J, Butler N and Tessa a year ago. I don’t want to remake Tessa cause I feel proud of her same with Butler N. Idk about Maid V and Maid J. Def Maid V. I feel like I definitely improved in sewing. I can show ya’ll all of my hand made plushies from oldest to newest. Should I remake Maid V or Maid J? I feel like I should do Maid V. Or am I good so once im finished with Rebecca I can do Emily?

u/FickleSheepherder568 — 15 days ago
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Butler N and Maid V plush!

Hand sewed Maid V and Butler N! Hope y’all love it! Pls thoughts!:D just so you know, I made Butler N, Maid V, and Maid J a year ago! Same with Tessa! Not new a all lol. Rn im hand sewing another murder drones character! You All might saw it in my other newest post of my murder drone shrine lol.

u/FickleSheepherder568 — 15 days ago
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Tessa Plush!

I hand sewed a Tessa plush! I hope y’all like it! Pls show me your thoughts! In my opinion I feel like it looks terrible:( I am not confident at all in my work lwk. So pls be kind!

u/FickleSheepherder568 — 14 days ago