u/Final-Sympathy4511

I've been worshipping the Devil for several years now and have been primarily in the Luciferian space but I found I don't quite fit in there. Nor do I fit the theistic Satanism space either. So I am quite happy I found this space. I do have some questions though since all of these paths vary.

1. Are there specific symbols favored over others? Inverted pentagram, sigil of Lucifer, Leviathan cross etc.? Can I use any and all of them? I find the sigil of Lucifer visually pleasing honestly.

2. Does it matter which name I refer to Him as? Ive seen he encompasses many names. Samael, Lucifer, Satan. I've also read of Satanael as well. I'm used to referring to Him as Lucifer but some in the Luciferian space have kind of reduced Him to this fluffy love and light cosmic boyfriend entity which is not how I've experienced Him.

3. What imagery can I use for Him? There's the Le genie du Mal statue i have loved forever. I tend to stay away from Baphomet since CoS and TST have kind of monopolized the figure.

Is anyone else struggling to get the loads thrown on time? My guys and i hustle but we are only scheduled 5 and 6 hour shifts on load nights and sometime have to stay later and I get talked to about it. Like last night we all had to stay an hour over to get the load thrown and I had to skip facing paper to avoid actual OT because my SD is trying to bonus so shes writing everyone up. 🙄 i feel like night crew has turned into a shit show

So Ive been working with Lucifer off and on or a while now and had passed a major hurdle in my shadow work. I felt better, relieved, empowered. Then after a few weeks i started to get super frisky. Listening to spicy music, lots of self care etc. Like more than usual. I kept pushing it off like eh just hormones or something (im a female in her late 30s if that is relevant). But I kept seeing a vision? I guess of a shirtless man seated on a throne draped in a silk cloth. His face hidden in shadow, holding a trident.

I didn't get the feeling it was Lucifer or any other deity thats associated with a trident like Posiedon, Hades, etc. Then I found an excerpt on the internet. Id have to find it again. Saying that Asmodeus has associations with the trident. Im not sure how credible that is but i did find some depictions of him with a trident or a staff/spear. It was kind of a jolt that went through my body. Im now curious to see if this is him reaching out? Or am i just trying to make a connection? Any advice? Ive seen people say he is not a beginner friendly demon.