u/Fine-Bite-3281

Idk why but in my college every one has been saying read Reena Chaddha but I have Rajni Jagota , is it okay and reliable enough to study for exams.

I was in a friend group of 4 and 2 of them were in a relationship. I was trying to sort out their fight like a dumbass and ended up pulling some shitty ass move. I was at total fault and messed up my friendship with the two. Now I am guessing the third one doesn’t want to be my friend either. I have never lost a friend due to a fight or a fuck up like this. It has mostly been due to lost contact. I feel like a terrible person which I am due to my actions but moreover like a loser. I do have more friends but its like I feel that I caused some major physical harm to them. Feeling shit won’t make it okay , I know it. But I broke their trust and It is a big deal for me cause I myself fear my trust getting broken. I did not know it would lead to this. (Please give brutally honest advice)