(Tw:SA?)Idk if I was SA
I am (f18) and I got drunk with my friends and I was pretty out of it and this one girl who was (f18) kept asking me if I could kiss her and there was just her and my cousin talking about how I need to have new experiences and get my first kiss but I was just too drunk to respond to anything and like I said I was like out of it and I kind of grew unconscious but I could just hear myself laughing for no reason and that girl was just saying can I kiss you and like I said I WAS OUT OF IT like I was not properly responding I was just laughing and saying idk whatnot and I kind of blacked out and suddenly I could feel her slimy mouth kissing me and like I said I was numb I lit was unable to do anything or respond and idk what happened so I later on I was just like did someone kiss me or whatnot cuz I was again OUT IF IT so I could not tell if I was dreaming or not. The next day I was really uneasy and asked my cousin if I kissed anyone and he was said that I kissed that girl which I doubt happened because I was OUT OF IT😝. Later on I was still really uncomfortable and dirty and asked abt this later on saying I’m pretty sure she kissed me while I was unconscious and he was like comforting me and all but he was also like he figured I would say this but was saying that the other girl was also drunk but also said she felt really bad about it and was telling me cousin she didn’t want to make me do anything I didn’t want to do but yk she did 😍 so idk if I should even consider this as SA cuz she was drunk also but then again she felt bad but didn’t even talk to me about this?? Idk should I even be upset and be like oh she SA’d me so idk what to do my mouth feels so dirty I can still feel her slimy mouth on me and I coudnt do shit but then again she was drunk so should I even feel violated as fuck 🤩🤩