Kinda wanted to know for myself how much I changed since pre E and apart from a random school Id from when I was 17 but that's it there are no pictures of me otherwise.
And like yeah now I'm decently often taking pics of myself but damn I hated being in a camera back then.
Talking with a friend whom I've not been talking to in over a year on discord and when I asked him about my voice (he knows I'm trans) he kinda just went like "eh not too different from what I remember" so I switched fem voice off because I was depressed and dysphoric about it, thinking I'd need surgery eventually and then he immediately said "Jesus fucking Christ go back to the before go back to the before you sound like a woman holy smokes you made a lot of progress. I'm sorry my memory is kinda shit holy shit you sound so much more feminine, I just misremembered lol" and throughout the several hour conversation I just kept up the voice I just can hold and yeah it sounds woman according to him, it's just that he literally forgot how I sounded beforehand lol.