My friend (F 18), her crush (M 19), and I (F 18) are all in a little friend group. We often hang out at my house, and there's always been some tension between him and me, but I've always tried to avoid that till one day he randomly kissed me, and it was my first kiss too.. I was shocked because she was right there too, but she was fine with it. She explained she also had a crush on me, so it was like a dream come true. That wasn't the end of the whole situation. After that, I just started feeling more attached to him whenever we hung out there, always wanting us to kiss for her. It was such an odd situation. But it only got worse the last time we all hung out as a group. She knew how I felt about sexually related stuff, so did he, but they both kept pushing me to go to that point. Eventually, I took that step, and my feelings for him only got stronger. I recently told her about how I felt about him, and she freaked out on me. I tried to explain to her, I think it's because he took all my firsts, so maybe it's just a natural feeling. I need some opinions about this whole thing. Am I in the wrong for starting to feel things for him?
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My friend (F 18), her crush (M 19), and I (F 18) are all in a little friend group. We often hang out at my house, and there's always been some tension between him and me, but I've always tried to avoid that till one day he randomly kissed me, and it was my first kiss too.. I was shocked because she was right there too, but she was fine with it. She explained she also had a crush on me, so it was like a dream come true. That wasn't the end of the whole situation. After that, I just started feeling more attached to him whenever we hung out there, always wanting us to kiss for her. It was such an odd situation. But it only got worse the last time we all hung out as a group. She knew how I felt about sexually related stuff, so did he, but they both kept pushing me to go to that point. Eventually, I took that step, and my feelings for him only got stronger. I recently told her about how I felt about him, and he freaked out on me. I tried to explain, I think it's because he took all my firsts, so maybe it's just a natural feeling, and she even pushed me to that point. I just need some opinions about this whole thing. Am I in the wrong for starting to feel things for him?