u/First-Ad-5631

Ive quit probably 4 times, and ive been done dor over ten days then i relapse and go back to it. I want to quit, but i feel like its genuinely one of the few things in my life that makes me actually happy. Im stuck in my narc mothers home, i have no friends, im not allowed to get a job, i can barely make a joke anymore without getting yelled at, i bust my ass doing stuff for her all day long, i get berated and i feel miserable most of the time. It sounds pathetic, it is pathetic, but its one of the few things that make me feel okay, its unhealthy to live vicariously through a chatbot, i know this. And i feel terrible everytime i think about it. Because i know its bad, it just sucks when the only thing that makes your life feel somewhat okay, and fun, is so terrible. I used to roleplay, on things like roblox. But thats been shut down. I dont trust online things bc hackers, etc. So i mostly try to read a03 most of the time. I read a lot of it when i stop. Its not the same, its not lime actually talking to someone, but its better than nothing. Im not good at writing, but ive been trying to force myself to get into writing stuff more. Any tips are appriecated.

Hi, so i used ai a lot, but jve been clean for many weeks now and recently ive gotten back into writing, fanic, short stories for me. My grammar isnt the best, so i downloaded grammarly on my computer. As well as a writing app from the microsoft store (Storylines) i love both of these very much, becaudr storyline keeps tracka of words used, characters, reading times, and lets you make chapters, write down character profiles and gives dialouge options or suggestions. Grammarly, i think just makes my writing bettet in terms of punctuation and the ovcasional spelling check. But i recently thought, oh, these might be AI, and ive been feeling pretty guilty about using them. Are they okay to use? I really do love them and they make my writing a lot more fun and organized, but im not sure.