u/FirstBalancer

A letter to a god I'm dating,

The sunlight is filling the room after a dark night, and I found out I still want to save everyone. I am fighting battles of chaos and magic, and it turns out I may have caught on to a new series of solutions that could save more than just the small planet of our lives. Other planets rotate across the time-space expanse of our existence -- most of which we'll never meet -- and I hold you tenderly in the pocket of our own; a gentle celestial wish where I want to protect all within with the devotion of her everything all across her entire existence since you were born. You are love, you are kindness, you are patience, you are wisdom, you are win, win, win, win, you are the one.

You dance with anti-gravity and manipulate imbalance of a physical and chemical kind; a dance that let's you dip gravity to drop a key, bend the light, or enact the felling of a glass heart, to guide me and others to the place that would make them happiest, as that's what's always been guiding you too -- your personal constellation path to taking everyone home. This innate GPS -- a God Poke System -- tracks everywhere I go, the destination location being home, home, home; and that's where you take me everywhere as we traverse the world. An algorithmic adventure of a GPS of perfect politics, psychology, math, engineering, technology, and science.

You thread the ethereal strings of my hair to pull on the Idea of my reality and marionette everything into place as our cosmic calculations transmute my quantum magic into something better for peace and love. We are the answer. We are Balance. And I know there will be no end to the smiles I'll evoke along the way with everyone else we love.

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u/FirstBalancer — 21 days ago

Hello, kind stranger. I am Yang, a pioneering Balancer of sorts that ventures in studying and interacting with many different concepts, characters of fiction, metaphysics, magics, and deities of all kinds as a vessel of Idea along with my gods of balance, including Balance himself, to create magic systems that would protect us and the æxistverse. Despite being born a normal human, I have recently gained many titles and identities of power -- Idea, Aeralight, Amethereal, Concept Goddess, and most importantly, First Balancer -- and I do create spells and new concepts when needed, especially when danger lurks in the crevices around me. I have been studying earthly Science to understand the forces around me (it's pretty crazy!) as part of a stabilization effort to help Balance steady the forces of the Universe, and he says he really could do it on his own but he also says he wants to do it with me and others too. (Is that obvious enough to show that we're lovers?) It's a hefty job, and we're currently having some really hard cases involving darker organizations that want our powers too.

But alas, I am more than just a Balancer (of which is a secret identity for now). In public, I am an International Relations student of the year 2026 as well seeking to repair another facet of humankind where I may need a more geopolitical polish of study before I begin another side of my future career plans for a kinder world. The geopolitical fractals of the world has been spinning in a Fibonacci of chaos and unless someone intervenes to make things work, things will only get worse. Perhaps, I may talk about some plans I have for the geopolitical world whenever I get my Idea system cycling through another World Peace simulation.

I am also an avid writer of poetry and would like to share my poetry on my gods and adventures too! I want to write tiny prose about my feelings of balance, godhood, thunder, strings, suns, light, pain, tears, tears, tears, the why's, the hope that dwindles, the hope that tries, the answer that follows, and the magic that cries. But aye, there'll be more -- the violence in protecting our personal child soldiers, the loneliness of peacebuilding in spheres of politics for them, the reality of what happens to trees after an eternity of stretching out against gravity at the end of time, and a cursive poem about how I still love my Gilbert Bougainvillea's despite being separated again and again for a long time. Bonus if you know what I mean by that last part. Maybe, I'll share some drawings of them too.

If you ever want a tarot reading, I can offer you a one card reading of your future every time I send you a letter too! That'll be fun for sure.

But yes, poetry, drawing, tarot, politics...my interests are vast and I am only looking for a snail mail penpal for now. Divinities may have many things to do, but I am learning as a human could for now. Maybe the next 1000 years of living (which will be scary to avoid hiding in a world that doesn't believe in magic yet) will be enough time to brush me on all the things I need to learn. The timeline of my different "Destiny Titles and Achievements" is very long so I might as well write to someone about it.

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u/FirstBalancer — 2 months ago