Recently my multiplayer received some love - now you can not only race against each other via network, but also on split-screen.
(In this video, the AI acts as P2 because right now there's nobody else here, lol)
I (M43) am single for 3 years now.
Before that, I had 2 long-term relationships of 8 and 5 years, relatively short one after the other. The relationships both fell apart in the end due to the same reason: unfulfilled desire to have children for both of my ex-girlfriends.
My last GF dumped me in a very harsh way, only 2 weeks after my beloved father passed away. I was a complete mess. I had to go in a psychosomatic clinic for 3 month due to severe depression. That place helped me so much to find to my senses again and stabilizing me.
I quit my job after that and went on a longer journey (wandering on foot across portugal and spain, "Way of St. James" if someone is interested)
But even after that, many doubts about myself were plaguing me. Was something wrong with me, why won't I accept social expectations how to live my life, that I'm not even worthy for a relationship.
Recently, it hit me. For the first time in my life, I admitted to myself that I want to be CF a 100%, and that nothing in this world will ever change that.
This was it.. I feel like I'm reborn. Depressions? Gone. Doubts about myself? Gone. All this heavy weight on my shoulders - as soon as I realized and accepted that this is the life I wanna live - Gone.
It took me 40 years to realize what I really want from life. Freedom, peace and independence.
And this sub was a really big help in that.
I love you guys ❤️