I refuse to get a pro controller or a monitor set up. Still just playing on my 65 inch TV with a regular Xbox controller. Not clawing just moving my fingers around like a mad man. Really makes me wonder how much better it would be to be able to crouch and jump with the extra buttons. Is there still player base that refuses to upgrade their setup?
After everything you’ve done for me, I feel like I owe you this favor. I’m sure you’d disagree but I dont mind feeling obligated. Even if you haven’t changed and can’t be honest with me or yourself. I know you don’t need a place to stay but it feels nice to make your life convenient when you helped me through the darkest days of mine. Even if I still don’t fully trust you I feel it’s the right thing to do. Selifishy repaying my debt I incurred during that time with you mentally. I hope it makes you happy sincerely. Just please don’t hurt me when I’m being vulnerable to you and us. It would hurt more than you ever know.
Hint. it’s all about warranty and how we get paid
edit: nobody trust mechanics for some* reason. some are valid but just ask your car problems and I’ll be honest if I think they are valid. Upvote every comment cause why not it’s Reddit FFS.
edit 2: flat rate means we only get paid when we complete a job. Or sell a job for that matter. That air filte you need. We only get paid if you buy it. Hence why they recommend the easy repairs at shops that can’t fix shit but air filters and coolant flushes all while the wheels are ready to fall off.
I know this is a place to vent. I reached out to people, some who love me, some who I want sure of. and everytime I did I got positive feedback. I know things are tough for everyone here if you’re visiting. i just wanna be the small light even if I can be the darkness. I hope everyone feels better tonight and reach out if you can.
I know life has its peaks and valleys. The interesting part is the time it felt at a peak I wasnt really happy with it either. This valley has been rough though. I’m really not sure what it will take to satisfy me in life aside from finding someone to make smile everyday and laugh with. Money and things don’t really do It for me. I have nice things and money but the lonely days and nights have just been wearing on me lately. Sex is easier to get than having someone to cook breakfast with and make their day easier for anyone thinking this is about just finding a hookup. I’m honestly afraid of the feeling of love again and that’s the broken part, even though it’s the thing my life feels like it’s missing. I’m in my 30’s where most people around me have their kids and family and I don’t, it’s just me. They complain about life and how easy I must have it when they have no idea the lack of motivation that comes with not having anything like that. Just makes me feel selfish even though that’s not my personality at all. Call it a dump or a vent but I’d really like to get out of this rut soon. Dont take the love you have for granted people.