Everytime I have to take lamotrigine I get more angry
Every time I go to the doctors I just want to tell him to fuck off. Every day I get slightly more annoyed and pissed off because I have to take it. I take it for just one seizure that I had. Sick of forgetting. Sometimes I forget if I took my medication like 5 minutes after I took it. I’ve just turned stupid and stuck in my bed. Unless I smoke weed throughout the whole day then I can’t be bothered to do anything. I’ve been skipping job interviews, leaving everything till the last second and I couldn’t care about it cuz one day I was fine working next day I’m in the hospital pretty much forced to take these medications. Ive lost all energy all motivation. Just scraping any fun I get off games and fucking wanking 2 hours a day. When I haven’t smoked weed I can’t eat a single thing and I can’t sleep at all and I can’t be arsed to go through that. I’ve just given up and I’m aware and I don’t care anymore