u/Flaky-Buy1026

If I want to tip a particular barista. (I have 5-6 baristas I prefer at my regular Starbucks.) They always seem generally fine with it. But seems like they try their best to accept the tip discretely or I’ll see others make glances. (Probably overthinking this).

And hey if there’s a strict policy in place I get it. But I want to reward the good ones who always greet me, and make my drink well. (I order standard recipe)

Guy started sharing gym girls saying it was safe and I chose to be ok with it. I started to slip and he started to push harder until I was full on relapsing.

My streak is ruined, more importantly I had a date tomorrow and no longer confident it will go well due to me being in my head right now about the relapse.

For those who will reply to this saying it’s my fault. Let me beat you to it and say IT IS MY FAULT.

I want to relapse bad. 2 guys already triggered me and ghosted right when I was on the verge of relapse.

The guys who troll are bad enough, and tbh I don’t really seem them around much anymore

Lately guys just spam a couple pics then abandon you

Sent pics and so close to relapsing a day before my date … over a week clean and don’t want to ruin things but have a bad addiction

Pls no guys dm me with pointless redundant questions

Need actual help

Peeked at social media. I have nsfw filters on. But tempted while working from home today and idk if I can resist the urge to turn nsfw filters off.

Good luck to the trolls trying to tempt me. My NSFW is on and can’t even be tempted. Haven’t been clean for very long but after you get over the withdrawals it becomes a lot easier.