First positive after 9 years and feeling overwhelmed by anxiety
Hello!
As I’ve posted a few times before I won’t write all my history but I have been dealing with infertility for 9 years (f34) and I have endo and adeno!
I moved country 2 years ago to try and get better care after some traumatic issues in the UK and well, after 2ER and 6 transfers this one had stuck!!
This time around I was treated for endometritis and I’m following a immune protocol (intralimpide every week and added cortisone)
My hcG at 15dpfet was 485 and then at 17dpfet it was 1468. I’m not waiting to do another test on Thursday 20th of August and then should get a scan first week of September.
I have never seen a positive in this journey and I want to be excited but I’m so so scared about all that can get wrong. My husband finds me negative and I think he’s right but all I see online is about abnormal scans, sac empty etc. I’m so so scared and I want this so much…
I guess I just need some baby dust and hope and maybe good stories! I’m so tired I was completely checked out of this one and was starting to give up. In fact, you don’t see my beta for day 13 because I forgot to test and testes late !!!