u/ForeverNo6794

I have loved Wolf King by Lauren Palphreyman

Harry Potter Series when I was a kid

Leaning toward darker series (Fantasy) or really comfortable, laid back books (I know, quite the difference, lol) and looking for cheap books? $16 or less

I HAVE been searching online for some books, just wondering if anyone has read them/believe they have any good suggestions?

Here is what I have so far:

- The Between Worlds B&B by Amy Mae Baxter

- The Ruins beneath us - Sasha E. Sloan

- You Duel or you Die Blood Bound by Ellis Hunter

- The Medoran Chronicles (I haven't read any, but heard they are good?) by Lynette Noni

- Amid Clouds and Bones by Ella Fields (very interested in reading this)

- The Shadow Prince by Helen Scheuerer

So last night Loki visited me in a dream and asked if I could bake him Cinnamon Rolls, I explained to him that my father (who is a narcissist and abusive - Idk if I have to say this, But I am safe at home with my mother), anyways, I told Loki I would get in a lot of trouble with dad if I made cinnamon rolls. I think Loki was a bit upset/disappointed and I was wondering if there was something else I can do for him?

I'm making him a proper altar atm, because I only have a travel altar for him, but I feel like he might be disappointed in me. I don't know what to do.

Does anyone have any advice, please? Thank you

Okay, i have a lot to say, please note this does include childhood trauma so if this subject affects you, please read with caution/don't read for your own mental health - I don’t want anyone to feel upset or feel as though they must read this, but any of you with advice I’d really appreciate it.

Okay…so my father is a Narcissist. My entire childhood I wan’t allowed to be like other kids. I couldn’t play in playgrounds outside of school whenever I wanted to (I can recall maybe only twice and that was due to school excursions). My dad still is physically, emotionally and verbally abusive (I am safe and he isn’t able to hurt atm - idk if I needed to add that). But I have always suppressed my childhood desires to play games (having no siblings I had no one to play said games with). No control over the tv remote. No Technology until I was 11 (and strictly only for school), no phone until I was 17 (again, only strictly if I needed to call someone).

But getting to the point where Loki comes into it.

I feel like Loki want’s me to enjoy my life - I’ve always had to adult, had to grow up, and I feel like his pushing me to enjoy and celebrate life and have fun for once. I have never worked with A pagan god or goddess before (mainly I worship Ancient Egyptian gods, Anubis being my Patron God). But I am willing to let Loki teach me all he has to offer and how to enjoy life.

Signs from Loki:

- A deep connection and interest in Fenrir (I have always loved wolves, but Fenrir has been on my mind a lot lately).
- ’Losing’ random things only for them to be in the exact same place I checked five minutes ago.
- Dreams about Loki

- Sudden, no warning, power outage that affected only my house.
- I’m suddenly in love with the colour green (used to be black)

- Desire to do something silly/prank someone (mainly telling my mother horrible jokes to the point she wants to cry - she hates puns).
- I don’t like spiders but I have been seeing spider webs a lot more then usual (spider free thankfully - I think Loki knows and understands that spiders are out of bounds for me).
- Whenever I check the time it nearly always ends in 3. 3:33pm, 3:33am, 3% left on phone, 3 alarms I pretty sure I didn’t set are set for tomorrow.

Questions I have for anyone who works with Loki (you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to, I totally respect if you prefer keeping your personal encounters with Loki private, as I sometimes do the same with other gods and goddesses I worship).

1. Can Loki help with Panic Attacks? Or is he too chaotic?
   I get really bad panic attacks a lot when I’m stressed and I am worried he might make it worse if he has To much of a chaotic prescence, but I have heard he can be really supportive.
2. What should I expect when I’m in Loki’s prescence - sudden chaos?
3. Do I have to do certain things (like altars, etc) for him? I have limited space but do have a small travel altar for him - is that enough?
4. Does he help with Shadow work, or is that more Hel’s kinda thing?

Sorry for all the questions, just feeling a bit overwhelmed and I’m a big over-thinker.

Warning: Mentions of Sexual stuff…

So I had a dream.
About Loki. Well….dreams

It started at like a white train station (reminds me sort of like Harry Potter when Dumbledore talks to Harry). Anyways, there were like HEAPS of people, and standing in front of me, I knew instantly to be Loki. He had flaming red hair and a long green and gold robe, and he looked incredibly mischievous (more than usual if you can believe that). Anyhoo, Loki grins at me and says we’re going on an adventure. I asked what kind, but he was already striding ahead and everyone moved, forming a walkway for him without even glancing at him, all of them laughing and talking like a normal day at a train-station (without any bloody trains). I followed Loki, calling after him, then everything turned dark. I was in my room (still sleeping) and naked, with a black wolf in between my legs, then it shifts and it’s Loki. But before anything more happened, I woke up in bed (fully clothed), my light flickering slightly and the tv I left on was off.

Ever since I haven’t heard much else from Loki until yesterday when I was in the toilet and noticed a tiny black spider scuttle across the ground (I will admit, I shrieked and ran from the toilet, having bad arachnophobia). And now I don’t know what Loki wants/how to approach him. I also currently have a harmless spider in the corner of my room that randomly moves to different places in my room every day.

So if anyone has any advice on how to acknowledge Loki/what he might want, I would appreciate it. Thanks guys😊