I CAME OUT AS TRANS TODAY
I don't even know where to begin 😭😭😭
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Right... ( For context i'm mtf ) So I've been visibly sad all the time these last few months because of how hard my dysphoria is to deal with and mom started asking me what's wrong and all that, but today, i was alone with her in her room with nobody else in the house and she started asking again, i tried avoiding answering her questions by distracting her or lying or vaguely/misleadingly answering but i failed this time.. she kept asking refusing to let go aaand..... I DID IT
Somehow.. idk how and why but i just told her almost everything
She doesn't understand any of that stuff and she called me mentally ill but ( somehow ) in a loving and ignorant way and she said she won't tell anyone about it and that i can talk to her about this anytime it gets too difficult
She said she's open to hear me out regarding all the stuff she doesn't understand
I have NEVER IN MY LIFE thought that my mom would be somewhat accepting of me.. i mean sure if i ever do hrt or anything like that she would be very hurt and i would guess even hateful towards me but what happened today was very good
I've never got to speak so freely about my feelings and desires like that..