My mom ( 49)wont let me sleep(21F)

Context me and my mom got the same job opportunity somewhere and we both went and got it , along with that Im living with her in a house we both pay equal on everything. I been paying rent , for my own food, and insurance since i was 15 im tired . I cant move out because i don’t have a car and now im currently studying to take the test. Shes been just not stop she wants me to wake up 2 hours before we go to work just incase she wants to go to work early but she never does. She wakes me up to move stuff, to see something, to cook, to give her money, to say shes tired of me and ect. Usually its at a normal hour lately if shes awake EVERYONE has to be awake so she will call me out of my sleep to do stuff, it can be at 8am ,4am , 11-12pm im not getting sleep. If i go to bed early she will wake me up and stuff before she goes to bed . Theres no winning im not getting sleep and now my sister here leaving stuff every where so im cleaning after her and im working and im trying to keep the small social life i have and im not sleeping. I dont ask for anything , the only thing i ask is for a ride to work. I dont ask for money, food, love anything. I just dont know what to do im overwhelmed ,im so tired. Its like i need to do everything i cant just relax ever. And it. Doesn’t end with just not sleeping , if shes behind on something i have to pay it . If she wants something i gotta pay half just because.

Today was after working 5 days straight WE WORKED THE SAME DAYS and she woke me up out of my sleep for something i did it , i went to clean something else nothing , i go eat nothing . I close my eyes and shes calling me again for something , i do it . I go to bed , again she calls me again i start to literally cry because im tired. My job is literally walking up and down roads and stuff 8 hrs a day , i just want to relax my legs and relax. She blows up and starts yelling at me , knowing im trying to rest i been talking about sleeping in all week.

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u/Forward_Cheek5477 — 2 days ago

Hyper pigmentation

I(F21) plan on meeting my partner in a few months for a vacation we planned together and im just over all nervous and i think its starting to get at me . Im picking at myself a lot and honestly i just need someone to be 100% with me. Anyways i have hyper pigmentation “ down there” its not bad but it definitely noticeable and i have a skin tag down there also definitely noticeable. And because im gonna meet mh partner and it would be my “first time” there is a small voice in the back of my head saying that they are definitely gonna get grossed out or something and never talk to me again. I dont even know if i should bring it up, should i not , how would I bring it up. Its got me worrying so bad i dont wanna go because im afraid if that happens- any advice or suggestions

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u/Forward_Cheek5477 — 2 months ago
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I dont know what to do

I(F21) plan on meeting my partner in a few months for a vacation we planned together and im just over all nervous and i think its starting to get at me . Im picking at myself a lot and honestly i just need someone to be 100% with me. Anyways i have hyper pigmentation “ down there” its not bad but it definitely noticeable and i have a skin tag down there also definitely noticeable. And because im gonna meet mh partner and it would be my “first time” there is a small voice in the back of my head saying that they are definitely gonna get grossed out or something and never talk to me again. I dont even know if i should bring it up, should i not , how would I bring it up. Its got me worrying so bad i dont wanna go because im afraid if that happens- any advice or suggestions?

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u/Forward_Cheek5477 — 2 months ago