u/Fragrant-Carrot1667

I have CT so many times that I have lost count, and each time I do it it gets more and more horrific. I thought I would try this method so day one, dressed to go to work I took my small dose of subs and prayed to God I would not PW. Took it headed to work and out side of some phlegm in my throat and sweats I was good to go. Took my normal dose of 7 and it was a great day. I have increased each day the sub dose and I am on day 4 and I swear to you guys I did not noticed until I was off of work that I had skipped 2 full doses without even realizing it. This works guys, I feel myself caring less and less about taking my dose when a week ago my day revolved around it. I have dropped from 800-1000mg to about 400 without even realizing it. No real withdrawal symptoms other than that phlegm and a bit of temperature control. It works guys it really does i am shocked how well it has worked for me. God bless and good luck.

I have CT so many times I cant count. I am trying this method and its seriously been a game changer. I am on day 3 and I accidently forgot to take a few doses. Before I would be staring at the clock but know I really dont obsess about it any more.

This shit has taken everything from me. I know its my fault but I lost the most beautiful woman in the world that stuck by me for 20 years of marriage. I can only see my kids a few times a week and I am staying in my buddies spare bedroom. I was dropping off my son at my formal house and we stopped to see the lunar eclipse. My wife came out and watched it with us and she showed me the kindness and love that I completely destroyed and gave it to me for about 10 min. We laughed and spoke like we did 2 years ago and that was it. That was the moment that my very soul realized I have lost enough to this shit. My wife supported me through 2 rehab stints and she should have left years ago because I just kept going back to this poison. But I have lost enough, I refuse to give anymore to this. I started a very aggressive taper and have gone from 1000mg to 350mg in these few days. I have been to countless NA meetings and they say you will know when you have lost enough and you are ready. I finally know what they ment.