Help
I am somehow dealing with some issues.
I don't have a job and I have accepted that I will not get it now but for one day I will sure get a good job.
But while sleeping at night this no job tag keeps circulating in my head.
All my friends landed jobs but I didn't get any jobs.
And this thought just keeps coming in my mind.
I just stare at the wall and somehow time flows.
3 to 4 hours I am just looking at the wall with all this thought.
Sometimes I think ending life is much easier than this.
But then the face of parents comes to my mind.
Sometimes I think what a life we got.
We can't even die for ourselves cause we are literally living our life for others.
Even dying in peace is also not an option for today's generation.
You just had to pretend that you are fine and face. But I just lost all hope, while sleeping I just waste my 3 4 hours seeing wall and when I realise that I have wasted this time and try to sleep , I just wish everyday that I should not wake tomorrow just a natural death .
I don't know why this kind of things are coming.
Can someone help me