I am a cis man but I feel I would prefere to be a woman
Hello !
(before I explain my questioning : English is not my native language, and I think I'm not very good. I hope I didn't make too much mistakes, sorry for that)
Like title said : I am a cis man, late twenties, and I'm ok to live like that. But, for a long time, I think something like "I woul prefer to be a woman". Not because living as a woman is easier (it's not). I just have the feeling I would be... happier ? A more fulfilled person ? Like "If I had been that person (a woman), I would have been someone I like more")
But I don't have the feeling I am trans. I don't want to make a transition, or change my pronouns or whatever. I am a cis man, and I think it would be strange (it would not be "the current me") if someone called me "she". So...
I don't know if I have to change my mind about what "cis" or "trans" means. Or maybe, there is a word to call people in agreement with their gender, but would like to be another ? (Or am I just a cis man fantasizing another reality ? But real 100% cis people do not think like that, right ?)
I am curious about your opinions !
Thanks !