*sigh* Welp, it's officially been a year since we've seen each other...and another 7 months to go.
Fuck.
My love I'm waiting for you..
I just hope you're still waiting for me too...
..my love. I truly hope you've had an incredible day and your surrounded by good friends and showered with lots of love! I just hope I was there with you or you were here with me so I could celebrate with you...Lord knows this isn't the first birthday I've missed but still I wish things were different.
~Babybee
So over this last week I have had a court date sentencing, got sober and checked myself in and out of a mental hospital. Everything worked out in the best possible outcome to when it came to my sentencing, the judge gave me, my life back and I'm not fucking it up for anyone or anything.
I am officially a week sober as of today!
I also had a major psychotic break where I was hearing about 11 different voices and may have had a stroke. I did something I've never done though and I saved my damn self. I checked into a mental hospital about 4 hours from where I live and detoxed and got put on my medications again and I haven't felt this good mentally in so long. I'm so grateful that I made the decision to finally put myself first! As of last night I'm back home with no auditory hallucinations and I feel safe in my apartment again.
I'm back on the path of sobriety and damn glad I am too.
One day at a time.
I've fucking got this.
What was I thinking?
Heh I literally thought...
His awnser: Wtf? Lol.
Shit.