my boyfriend strangled me monday night
I got in a verbal argument with my boyfriend monday night. we live together and left the house and blocked me and got drunk for hours before he came home trashed. this was the first time he ever did something like that. when he got home he fell on the bedroom floor and i wouldn’t help him up and i was being a smart ass and all of a sudden he got up and smacked my phone out of my hand, strangled me while on top of me for probably like 2-3 minutes and when i tried to run away when he stopped he grabbed me and slammed me against the wall and threw a table in my direction when i went out the front door. i had to move his car to leave in my car and and he stood in front of my car so i couldn’t leave and i don’t know why but i went back in the house and he slit his wrists.
he’s blaming me for everything saying it’s my fault i “rage baited” him and he has BPD.
i wanna leave but i have two cats with him and i don’t wanna leave my cats with him. i’d have to quit my job. i just wish this never happened in the first place. i feel so alone and i feel crazy and i don’t know why the person who tears me down the most and is so mean to me is the only person i want to be comforted by