u/Front_Sherbet_5895

I was listening to oldies station yesterday and it might be one of the most wholesome songs the band has ever written. It inspired me to write this to all of you today. Your time will come, and when it does you’ll be happy you made it through all the rubble and came out the other side. I’m writing this cause the band has given me inspiration to keep moving even though some of my toughest moments.

I know this post is a bit corny lol, but I am a twenty one pilots fan 🤣🤣

I feel like almost anywhere I go people perceive my emotions to be too much or aggressive? I don’t know what more I need to say or do to get help. I feel so alone and isolated. Here’s the post

“ I have a hard time building self worth within myself. I feel like an alien in society while everyone seems to be progressing and making social connections. I just don’t see the point of making friends when most of my life has been spent in the shadows lemeting over my own loneliness. I feel like a built up a strong habit of believing people are against me in a way. I’m autistic as well so the added pressure of understanding social skills while understanding what’s happening internally within me and trying to balance that.

The awareness is very low. I’m on autopilot in every conversation most of the time. Not really able to understand other people’s perspectives at all because I can’t really apply it to my own life because I don’t have much ambition. Goals don’t excite me much at all. Is life suppose to feel this hollow and empty? Or am I overthinking this.

I hate my brain ):”

Isn’t the point of this sub suppose to be a helpful place to find new perspective? I genuinely wanted to but I feel like people write me off as too much sometimes. I don’t even feel like what I wrote was that intense, but they perceived it as a rant. I’m actually so done with the internet

I love the idea of a movie inspired by the lore of the band with an art style like I dunno spider verse movies? Might be wishful thinking but an animated twenty one pilots movie would go so hard.

I loved this game to bits. 9/10

It’s a solid project. It’s not amazing but I was genuinely surprised at the melon’s review of it. It’s not 2/10 bad imo, that’s a crazy stretch. It’s just fun pop like they’ve been doing pretty much their entire discography. Everything people hated about this album I absolutely loved. How hard is it to invest some time to understand the themes of an album instead of instantly shitting on it blindly?

Maybe this is a bit irrational, but this is my personal story. I went to a school for acting in college. It’s very therapeutic and fun, but I always felt like my parents really liked that image of me, the “performer” but not really the real person. It’s like the only time they truly enjoy my presence is when I’m providing some form of entertainment or something that distracts from my autism or just true feelings. I see that a lot with autistic people in general in society as well. It feels like it’s just something they can talk to their friends about like “EVERYONE LOOK AT MY SON😱😱😱” Please leave me alone. You’re allowed to be proud, but I’m not a trophy you hang on your wall, I’m a human being