u/FuckThisBullSh

I can't afford to live.

My seizure pills are going to be costing me now. I can barely afford to get them when they are free.

I'm so tired of fighting and there seems to be no future for me.
Even if I beat all these horror nightmares and find them again I can't afford to survive, or eat, or even sleep.
I miss my kids so much.
I don't think I can do this anymore.
I love you.

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u/FuckThisBullSh — 1 day ago

spoken and sung over and over on repeat for the last 3 weeks. "you need to die"

and variations of it. my life is a horror hell and im doing everything in my power to keep going, isnt making it any easier hearing this over and over and over and over and over... im so fucking tired..

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u/FuckThisBullSh — 11 days ago