u/Full-Purple3769

What will be the thing that brings us closer together..

please not turn me on just by existing? It’s making my life difficult. Thanks

So let’s get to know each other…

I hate that I ruined everything. It’s okay, lesson learned. I’m not the person I was yesterday, but I am not the person I want to be yet. I don’t even know what I’m thinking. But I do know I don’t need anything in my life that isn’t kind, supportive, and loving. I actually don’t have time to wait. Things could have been different. In the end, things will be fine. Can’t say I didn’t try. I played the hand I was dealt. I didn’t fold. Truth is I had no desire to “win” only a desire to learn you. Can you blame me?

There is nothing more satisfying in existence than hearing you say something

I used to get so excited when I knew I’d see you. I used to have so much fun talking with you. I really miss the whimsy of it all. Oh, well. All good things I guess.

I could listen to you talk forever. I love it when you surprise me with your depth. And just like that, I’m crazy outta my mind again. God, help us all. It’s not fair how effortlessly attractive you are. When you’re making sense that is.

When you’ve been objectified your whole life it’s hard to let people see you for you really are. And the ones that do, are special and held in the most high regard. Because it feels so good when someone can see past surface level bullshit. The truth is, I want real. I hate when things are so serious, but I’m ready for that. I hate that everything ends in some skewed analysis. I feel so heavy tonight and I had no intention of caring about why but when I think about it I feel heavy because I’m pissed. Why does it always come to this. Once again I got carried away and I took it too far. And once again someone can’t grasp that I am probably always going to do that. Either handle it and get used to it or please leave me alone. It’s enough that I have to deal with my bullshit alone, so if you can’t love me through it why in the hell are you wasting your time. My time. I never said I was easy. I never pretend to be something I’m not. FUCK. Life is so unfair. If you can’t handle me at my worst, you sure as shit don’t deserve me at my best. And to think that you haven’t even seen my best. But on a happier note..I am so glad it’s June! Now kindly fuck off