I need some advice
There’s a lot for me to say so I’m just going to attempt to sum it up but I’m in love with this girl who is engaged and have for a few years now. I know my chances are non existent of being with her but I’ve just been living for those moments between when it’s just us goofing around and doing some niche activities. I don’t really have much else left for me here and I just got the wedding invitation. I’ve been very depressed these last few years as well and have finally decided to end it all. I’m currently writing notes and planning and making a video just so the people I leave it to can hear it from me. Anyway I’m on to her note and I don’t know if I should confess all of my feelings to her. She’s engaged and they are really happy together and that makes me happy but I’ve always sort of just wondered like does she know? And I don’t want to impede on their relationship at all especially a few months before the wedding so I just was hoping for some advice on that. I know some people are going to say like don’t end your life over this and you should move on and blah blah blah but there’s a lot more too it but this one just was kinda the final nail in my coffin. Anyway advice on what to tell her would be very appreciated. Thank you