Help and confusion in Sadhna
I am doing om bhairavaye namah jaap since last year august till now . Many times my chanting get interrupted in between because of health issues or exams and things like that. What I do in my nitya upasna firstly I perform abhishek on the Shivling that I keep in my PG room using water before abhishek I drink the water that was used for the previous day's abhishek. After that I person today abhishek. After that I chant PM bhairavaye namah on rudrakha mala in gurumukh then recite the Kaal bhairav ashtkam. Then I recite hanuman chalisa once or sometimes more then once. After that I chant om jayanti mangal kali mantra 11 times and then shama yachna. Finally I fold my aasan and place it with my head bowed. During the puja I light a mustard oil diya . But I don't know why I am not feeling good now a days. Like don't know I feel kind of strange and even my family's financial condition is not becoming stable. Am I doing anything wrong in my puja but I have been doing daily worship since August last year. I never felt like this before. A few days ago my spiritual practise stopped for around 15 days because of health issues and my mind was not stable either. Ever since I start doing the puja again after break all this has been happening.
Can you guys help me and guide me
Jai maa kali Jai bhairav baba
