devastated, upset, wtf
24 yo F with 1 child 2 years pp. had a very long labor and pushed for 5 hours with a vacuum assisted delivery. haven’t had any issues besides i’ve been spotting like my period for the past 2 weeks, but my periods have been irregular since giving birth. thought it was weird so I took a mirror down there to check things out and OH MY GOD. It was like my vagina was gone. there’s no opening, just a bulge of tissue that looks like a ball where the opening USED to be. went down the rabbit hole and am suspecting prolapse. i’m in my twenties and I feel like my body is ruined. have been on a weight loss journey about 2 months lifting weights and now i’m realizing that’s not even going to be a possibility anymore. not trying to be dramatic but i’ve been bawling my eyes out all day. scheduled an emergency visit with obgyn tomorrow but looking for some support in the meantime. again…. im 24…. wtf