I’m going to tell you
idk when idk how but you know what? The unknown is killing me. Wondering if these feelings are reciprocated.. if ur holding back the way that I am holding back, if I’m even a thought in your head? I can’t do it anymore. I’m gonna tell you and face the consequences because i refuse to be hung up on someone that does not feel the same. As a “friend” I feel I owe you the confession, and for myself, I owe it to never have the “but what if?” Inner dialogue for the rest of my life. I am going to tell you. I’m scared shitless, and I’m sorry in advance