I'm very near to end myself.
Long story short I'm 24 m , I was addicted to sports betting 3 years ago and and then I started loosing money continually, every month I got salary and within minutes I loose I lost my 4 years of saving and after that I didn't stopped I started stealing money from my house at 24 and took lots of my father's saved money (he is retired and have currently 0 sources of income)
My mother have thyroid cancer and I never contributed single penny to her treatment even though I said everytime from next month I will contribute but never did bcoz gambling was first priority for me. And after this I didnt stopped I toook 100k from loan shark in my town thats the worst thing that anybody can think of n I did it and lost it all as always....
Now I'm currently hve 0 hope to get over and live.
I'm failed and horrible son.
I'm not posting this for sympathy but I literally done with life. I was very ambitious person before I addicted to gambling but this shit destroyed my life..
I know I am also responsible 100% and I'm not denying that.
I request you all of you pls don't gamble..
It takes everything from you literally everything
If anybody is even pay my debt then also I lost respect in my eyes n literally want to end this.