u/Fuzzy-Star2808

Where can i find claude pro for free that works in android phones? Need it just to study for school

I am 17 year old boy and i was muslim my whole life. than a year ago i went through some type of depression and thought a lot about my religion and my beliefs.Jannah felt very scary to me cuz wdym we are gonna be there for the eternity and cant feel negative emotions thats like being on drugs 7/24.Also isnt it stupid just because we lived as a muslim for a lifetime we are going to jannah for the whole eternity and kafirs will go to stay in hell forever.I dont think neither of us deserve to stay in there forever a single lifetime is nothing next to eternity.Also quran seems like man sided they can marry more than a single wive and they dont have to wear hijabs and stuff.Also i wanna ask if it is true that you will get more good deeds when you pray in special mosques or special nights cause i have seen so many exaggarated things on the net saying you will get 100.000x more good deeds if u pray in this mosque or this night.Just wanted to tell my thought and seek help cuz i dont really feel myself connected to Allah anymore and my life feels pointless if we are gonna live forever anyways.