u/G3rviilis

So i want to be a part of some hll team but i don't know how i can join them so i need some help

Yesterday my parents started to yell at me for a thing that i didn't do and now im thinking to let go of my life but i don't want to get things even worse what they already are.

I have tried to kms myself like 3 times already with a knife and belt

I don't know what im doing and who i am. In school im thinking suicide all the time and im asking my friends what is point of living. And idk what im gonna do now someone plz help.

I want to kms myself so badly bc im just a fuckin' failure to my family and friends